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March 05 My ConfessionsMy Confessions
Part one
1. I live a lie everyday.
2. When I smile I'm really crying on the inside i just don't want anybody to know.
3.I havev a box full of things and emotions that, when i look at them, i cry because i remember so many smiles.
4. I made a painful sacrfice hopeing that it would help....not me but another.
5.Every night i dream of the past and i wake up in tears.
6. I'm always turning and bumping into things that remind me of all the best things in my life.
7.The day I said goodbye face to face....I tryed so hard to let you think i wasnt in pain....but i cryed as you drove off after that last hug.
8.I didnt want to let go.
9.The people i talked to were a bad influence on me and i became weak.
10.Somehow everything that i have still has your scent on it.
11.i sleep with Cliford the v-day dog.
12. i know im going to cry when i leave to come back to el paso...but ill try to be strong so its fair to everyone...
Part two fallows part one.
this is just the song i was litsening to as i wrote this part. March 04 hmmmm?Mistakes. We all make them. However , some are far worse then others. Some effect the way we live, think, and even look at others. We may not trust like we used to or we may blindly trust because we don’t want to change. I had/have that problem. I made a choice and the reason is complex but some days I think about it and wish I didn’t make that choice. Then I look and see that what I chose may be a good thing because now another has a shot at being happy, I mean truly happy. The chose I made has me living but living with doubt in my mind everyday. I wish I had some knowledge of…… |
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