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April 21 The Asignment.... ok so I recived an asignment from a friend. They want to wrk with people so a professor of theirs gave her this things to write about who she wants to be with and what she wants her life to be like with them....she also gave me this asignment saying it would do me good so her goes nothing i guess.
 The man I want to be with I will be there for. I know I will fuck up however I hope that we will be abled to work things out as i know he will fuck up aswell. I want to be there when he comes home from work and greet him with a kiss and just hold him tight even if his day was perfactly fine. I want to make him his favorite foods for breakfast lunch AND dinner. Even dessert. When he's down and so close to crying i want to rub his back and not only tell him i am there for him but be there as well, and when he does break down an cry i want to be there to be the one to wipe the tears away and cry with him. i want to give him all of my love, drop EVERYTHING and put him first! I want to be there not only when he needs me but when he wants me too. Even when everything is all going to shit i want to look in his eyes and tell him from my very soul that i love him forever and a day no matter what. I want to grow old with him make his life so very memoriable so that even after 60 years and he possibly has altimers he will still remember our life together, and as we lay dieing i want to be the one who reaches over to him and sais ill see you on the otherside and yes....yes i will still love you only more so.
He will be the one person i will ever change for even if i say i wont ever change...all he'll have to do is ask me.
so im sure that was corny but its part of how i feel about the man i see myself with. March 05 My ConfessionsMy Confessions
Part one
1. I live a lie everyday.
2. When I smile I'm really crying on the inside i just don't want anybody to know.
3.I havev a box full of things and emotions that, when i look at them, i cry because i remember so many smiles.
4. I made a painful sacrfice hopeing that it would help....not me but another.
5.Every night i dream of the past and i wake up in tears.
6. I'm always turning and bumping into things that remind me of all the best things in my life.
7.The day I said goodbye face to face....I tryed so hard to let you think i wasnt in pain....but i cryed as you drove off after that last hug.
8.I didnt want to let go.
9.The people i talked to were a bad influence on me and i became weak.
10.Somehow everything that i have still has your scent on it.
11.i sleep with Cliford the v-day dog.
12. i know im going to cry when i leave to come back to el paso...but ill try to be strong so its fair to everyone...
Part two fallows part one.
this is just the song i was litsening to as i wrote this part. |
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