PART 1

can i hurt you?

do you understand that i need to?

can i kill you?

do you mind if i try?

i have been waiting for someone like you,

but now your slipping away.

it's all around, getting closer into my world.

I'll just close my eyes ,to hide the truth.

I won't give up, I will make it!

Now all colors seem to fade away

i can't reach my soul

This tares me apart, what can i do?

It tares me apart that you'll never know

why i locked that door,

leting memories fade into emptieness

I'm numb, what can i do?

It never looks it, but i have sacrificed for you.

giving up all i ever knew.

Changing my ryhme just for you.

i know i let you down.

sometimes i stare at the moon,

in the cold winters yule thinking about all we wanted to do.

We closed our hands and that all faded away.

like wiping a snowflake off of a monical lense

our plans for our futures slate was wiped clean again.

Now once again i enter my world making sweet plans,and what do i see?

The night is black, the moon is red and ball gowns sway to and fro across

the midnight marble.Passions turn to lustful poisons, that bring the passion

back to us,And my memories keep you within my world.

A winding stair case leading to my mind,

A twisted labrenth from witch it seems no escape.

deep grays and blacks and bright yellows and reds.

I'm torn, to go left i would be amongst that of darkness.

to go right i would be amongst that of brightness,

but brightness can be darkness and darkness can

be bright,so still torn i stay in the middle peering

down both ways.

Going down this winding stair case to the heart

it leads, i must find out whitch way i need to go.

asking my heart what it desires it answers back, you already know

whitch way to turn, in your mind.

And so in my world we return to the midnight marble and dance,planing

our future once again.

I see a rather large house, it resides by a small vineyard.

in this house are several rooms but i care not about the rooms as

i am fasinated by the winding stair case like the one in my world.

Stone fences, vineyards, and the one i love.

i go to my world but i have not yet found what way i desire

to go and return to the midnight marble, but there is nothing but cobwebs and

dust, along with the remaining skelitons of those who walked the halls of my

world and danced upon the midnight marble.

Old parchment paper with my words upon them fly from the sky and lay on the

midnight marble.That's when it hits me. It's not witch way to go, for i wish

to go both ways,as i must.In my world i close my eyes and walk up my winding

stair case, i try real hard and the dark and the light colash into one giant

laberenth for the truely daring shall return.

Wicked smiles, beautiful roses,slithering snakes ,and deciving masks.all

seems right but is it really?

No i don't belive so sais a voice in the back of my mind,

that laberanth of both the dark and the light, as it sould be.

In my world a crimmson twists with a black and with the soaft passionate

melody of the violins a mask is formed.Shall i reach for it and sway the night away

as the one i truly was ment to be, or stand back and be who i am wanted to be?

Reach! Reach! Reach!

say the voices of my world,and so i reach and place the mask over my face i am

now frail as a flower and as strong as a soilder in combat.

Now i find the wieght of the world on my shoulders,

maybe if i steel the sun nobody will notice.

Adrenaline pumping,

Sweat driping of my nervous body,

My world, my place to be lost and never found.

I want it that way.

Delosions,

Illosions,

Im not going crazy im just a mystry,

dare you figure me out and dance upon the Midnight marble,

with the skelotons of my past presant and future?

One velvet black rose petel falls upon the Midnight marble,

ripples going outwards like a stone skipping on a pond.

My life has been lost in the crowd.

Should i open up my eyes and

let all memories reconstuct?

Should i open them and remember, or let you lose my face in the crowd of swaying gowns

on the midnight marble?

My face is lost in this crowd,

come and find me if you care,

if you dare to even care.

With all self control disappearing,

and rotting on the walls,

my world seems to be dieing all over again.

I run up the winding stairs but what

am i running from?

perhaps the writing on the wall, it tells me

my feutres bleek and rather small.

I am not perfact but please excuse the wall i

put up from time to time.

I run into my labrenth. stick figures dancing in the dark.

baby's breath dieing over each ark, and my words mean nothing aperently.

branches reach out and tear my gown.

cuts on my legs blood running down,

find me if you care,find me if you dare.

falling to my knees,

I'M LOST, HELP!

i would never admit it but i need you tonight and everynight.

I need to see your eyes ever so bright,

your forgiving smile.

Miles from the Midnight Marble

stuck in the snow i look at the stary sky and full red moon.

a melody begins to play and i must fallow ,but i am perlized.

So i lay here and wonder why.

The stars beggin to dance,

and the trees sway to and fro as

if they were dancing on the midnight Marble.

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My eyes beggin closeing slowly, as

one last snowflake falls upon my poclien face.

I'm giving up and there is no hope.

The last words i whisper are carried to you in the wind.....

Come and find me my love i need you.

I've stepped out of the light and theres a stranger inside.

My eyes close and i fall into a deep slumber.

a slumber in my world, keeps me in a slumber in reality.

lost is my smile to the world for seven years.

Seven years passed and i awake in my world,

i awake in reality and your still by my side.

The only one by my side who cares